Iris.

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am 





A wonderful song. 
And Iris is my little sister's name.

Do you know those moments when a song describes exactly how you feel?

Bad person - interesting person?

What makes a person interesting?

I don't mean the beauty of a person, because that's in the eye of the beholder, I mean a really, really interesting character. 

To me, the bad person of a movie or series is always the most interesting one. But why?

I guess because we also expect that we'd have such a person in our lives (or is it just me?).

I never met a person who was that interesting that I wanted to find out more about his or her character.

I wish that one day I'll meet that kind of person.

PS. I'm not trying to say that anyone outta here is boring.

Good examples?

Tony Stonem from Skins. 
I'd describe him as a cold, nasty, arrogant and big-headed person. But there's a background, there's a reason why he acts like that. 

 

Blair Waldorf  from Gossip Girl.
Very similar to Tony Stonem, I think.
She's just playing the bad bitch, she tries to hide that she's a broken-hearted girl.

Liam and Noel Gallagher, members of the British band Oasis.
Both had an unhappy childhood, they were often beaten by their alcoholic father. Everyone called Liam "Peggy's shadow", because he was always by his mom's side, while Noel had to feel most of their dad's violence.
To this day the two brothers have a bad relationship, even if they're adults.
They're famous for their bad behavior and nasty demeanor, but if they're really like that, why should they write songs like Wonderwall?
You should read their story on wikipedia, it's very interesting.

Do you know anyone with a really special character?

Venice is wonderful.

Ciao a tutti!
I apologize for writing so late. I spend three wonderful weeks in Italy :)
I was living in Friuli-Venezia-Giulia, nearby Pordenone.
The weather was nice, we went to Verona and Venice.
Venice is so wonderful and we've been so lucky: the weather was fantastic!

I found out that I fell in love with AC/DC and Muse. My god, they're so amazing!

Venice, 20/10/10

Dear Clueso,

Dear Clueso, Dear Thomas,
I want to thank you for existing and for your wonderful lyrics.
I love touching songs. Songs, which can describe my feelings.
Thank you.

Hier und da komm ich auf die Idee
Einen anderen Weg zu gehen.
Mal verspielt und mal gefasst
Manchmal macht mir der Nase nach, einfach das unbeholfene Spaß.
Beweg mich gern in meinem Kreis
Doch jeder noch so kleine Teich
Sollte verbunden sein zum Meer.
Immer wenn ich was Neues ausprobier'
Lauf ich wie barfuß über Glas.
Doch ich fühl mich federleicht,
weil es sich fast immer lohnt
Und so erscheint dass nicht so bleibt wie's ist
Fast schon wie gewohnt
Wenn mich das Neue dann berührt,
Tanz ich zuerst für mich allein.
Dann mach ich all die andern wach
Doch immer wenn was neu beginnt
Sagt auch etwas in mir: das war's
Doch ich fühl mich federleicht
Weil es sich fast immer lohnt
Und so erscheint dass nichts so bleibt wie's ist  
Fast schon wie gewohnt



 

Hey, soul sister

Guten Abend! :)
September is nearly over, normally it's one of my favorite months in the year, but this year it's too cold in Germany :(
I'll go to Venice in exactly one week. I'm very excited!

Today is saturday, my "new" favorite day of the week, because it is the only day I can chill.
And I can play as much guitar as I want.
Last week I tried to play "Gewinner" by Clueso, a wonderful German song, but difficult.
It takes more time, so I thought I could learn another song and today I began to learn "Hey, soul sister"
by Train.
Just a cute song :)
Btw I learned "Wonderwall" by Oasis two weeks ago and I'm really proud :P
I'm so in love with my guitar ♥


Hey, Soul Sister:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-7XPCNrD5Y&feature=related

Gewinner:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBgOHp6vlqM

Special day and favorite books.

Today was a special day, because I met a person, who I haven't seen for six years.
It's normally a very close person, but "he" was a stranger for me.
I feel weird. Touched. I don't know. I don't want to talk much. Just write, write, write, write something down...
Maybe about books, because that person gave me a book as a present.
It's not a special book, but the first book he gave me 2003 is really special. It accompanied my life.
You should know it, its name is "The little prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.

It's an amazing book. Here's my favorite quote (in French of course) :)

« On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux. » 

What's your favorite book and why?
The little prince and Dorian Gray are my favorites. The little prince because it means something for me as a subject and because my favorite cousin read it out loud for me about thousand times, when I was a child.
And the story is amazing as I said. Very poetic and it tells us everything about important things in our lives.
And you know what I think about Dorian Gray, don't you? ;)

I'm reading "The perfume" by Patrick Süskind at the moment.

Lord Henry is a genius.

I finally bought The picture of Dorian Gray in English.
Everything that Lord Henry says is worth to learn.

"What of Art?" she asked.
"It's a malady."
"Love?"
"An illusion."
"Religion?"
"The fashionable substitute for Belief."
"You are a sceptic."
"Never! Scepticism is the beginning of Faith."
"What are you?"
"To define is to limit."